Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion

I used a single match to blaze myself a beautiful mirage
I used this heavy storm for cover... to run away
I drift and wander aimlessly on this vast and desolated highway
The rushing tidal wave of loneliness has swept me away

I've traded in a relationship and gained a friend
Each "Good-bye" carved a wound (into my heart)
Hiding on a street beyond redemption
I smile; I understand that I can't hope for my relationship to revive

If they say that letting go once
Is just like coughing
Then why should I bother caring about the tenderness that I just can't get?

I sat at the highway exit
Waiting for the boundless loneliness that comes after dark
Even thinking of you is a cruel and brutal lesson
I watch the sun set along the coast
I'm holding on tightly to a pillow of confusion and befuddlement
I can't seem to find my way out of these memories
And I haven't learned how to let go
How do I move on?

PS:属于说：做，要有始有终，在感情的观念，是没始没终。
销魂的离去，是答案吗？